Archeological Dig
There's also a folder that I'd unearthed back in
Colorado that had a lot of computer printouts (can you say "dot matrix printer"
or "tractor-feed paper"?) of some old writings, some dating back to
1986!
Today is filled with distractions, so I'd going to
have to make sure tomorrow is a productive one in terms of the
paper.
I hung out at the Apple store last
night and kept Lee Beth company. It was a jungle of people for the first two
hours and then it suddenly went dead, employees far outnumbering customers. I
don't know, somehow I wish there had been more of a feeling of festivity. Maybe
if there's been some music playing, decorations put up, maybe even some cheap
snacks. I think we should be doing something to shake people up and get the
world excited about computers again. Everyone's too damned stoic and
serious!
Needless to say I was up until
3am getting Panther installed on my Powermac. The laptop is going to have to
wait until I know I can safely get TeX running under Panther. (TeX is the
mathematical typesetting application that I'm using to write the master's paper.
Right now it is a make-or-break sort of
thing.)
This morning I'm been trying to
get TeX to work (with snags). I've also been digging through my archives of old
short stories. My friend Bryan Lutkins (with whom I co-wrote a number of
incomplete stories a long long time ago) and I have been talking about some of
the lost tales, which prompted me to dig through some of my old computer
archives.
There's also a folder that I'd
unearthed back in Colorado that had a lot of computer printouts (can you say
"dot matrix printer" or "tractor-feed paper"?) of some old writings, some dating
back to 1986! I hadn't taken the time until now to look through that file, but
the hunt for some of the Murray-Bryan stories motivated me. Wow! I feel
strangely disconnected from this earlier incarnation of myself, as though I'm
reading someone else's writings. In fact, much of this stuff I don't even
remember writing. I look at the choices of character names to see if they are
the sorts of things I would use, see if the topics or images feel familiar. It's
weird saying, "Hmm. I think I'm about 80% sure I wrote
this."
I miss writing fiction. Most of my
output is nonfiction these days, or the occasional attempt at a short play or
(rare) screenplay. But good solid sci-fi/fantasy novels, that the era that I
used to dream in. A lot of this old writing is transparently influenced by
Raiders of the Lost
Ark and
Star Trek
and Dungeons &
Dragons and
Neuromancer.
Part
of me is sad I haven't written like I used to. Hey, when your a teenager you've
got more time than you know what to do with, right? The way I see it, as long as
I'm writing something things aren't too bad. Between this journal, the master's
paper, a couple web articles I'm wanting to get pumped out, marketing materials
for my business, daily e-mails, I'm sure I type hundreds of pages of material
every year. It's hard to justify adding some indulgent fiction to the list.
Sigh.
Posted: Sat
- October 25, 2003 at 01:14 PM