Continuing the Theme of Dreams
I had a strange series of dreams last night that kept
coming back to a (slightly comical) theme. There was this plant that had the
unique quality that its leaves were able to detatch and wander around (on two
little feet) looking for food and nutrients that the plant wasn't able to get on
its own.
I had a strange series of dreams last night that kept
coming back to a (slightly comical) theme. There was this plant that had the
unique quality that its leaves were able to detatch and wander around (on two
little feet) looking for food and nutrients that the plant wasn't able to get on
its own. There was just something so cute and comical about these little walking
leaves. (I think they even had little high-pitched chattery voices to complete
the effect.) Many of the dream "threads" involved trying to track down and
collect one of these plants.
While I'm
writing about dreams I figured I would insert a dream that I'd had maybe half a
year ago. (March 20th to be exact.) I remember waking from it so frightened that
I was afraid to go back to sleep lest I return to the same place. After about 5
minutes of know I was unwilling to sleep I got up, went into the living room and
typed the dream down into my laptop. In the morning I'd completely forgot about
the entire thing (funny thing, memory) and it wasn't until I was going through
my "writings" folder on my hard disk that I'd uncovered a file called
"Nighhtmare.rtf".
My apologies if the
thing isn't totally clear. It's hard to make sense of a dream in a narrative
context, and I also don't have the time right now to go through the process of
editing
it.
Nightmare
A
starship is flying toward some known apocalypse on or near some unknown planet.
As it hovers along we see the ground is covered by nothing but dry landscapes
with the ruins of farm buildings and old rural structures. Everything is covered
by the straw-colored grasses like a field during the winter that yet has no
snow. The landscape has the look and effect of a Edward Gorey pencil sketch that
has been shaped out of straw.
We (the crew of the
starship) become increasingly interested in this landscape and go down to
investigate. Like a fractal, the closer we come to examine the more detail is
revealed to us: within these structures--old decaying wood buildings all of
them--there are figures of people, but not people: they are figures of straw
shaped like the rough pencil sketches of people. A head is represented by a few
oval loops of straw, tied together at a point. An arm is like a few rough pencil
strokes.
All the figures
are assembled portraying permutations of the same scene: there are doctors and
there are patients and they all seem panicked. In some cases the oval faces have
oval mouths aping the expressions of eternal silent screams. (Like the famous
Picasso nightmare painting.) Everywhere you look it is the same, like a pencil
drawing that a obsessive child has drawn again and again and again. Different
doctors, different patients, some on beds, some in examining rooms (the
equipment also made in rough brush-stoke straw configurations), some in their
homes.
The captain and a
small crew of the starship are in some old wooden building, looking at one of
these nightmare scenes. There is an old wash-basin in the building with some
water in it. The captain is angry at the puzzle before him and in a fit of
frustration splashes some water on one of the scenes. Suddenly among the
colorless landscape of grays and straw-tones, there is some color, exactly like
someone applied some watercolors to the pencil-sketch. You can even see the
texture of the watercolor paper!
The captain splashes some
more water on the scene and the formerly abstract and roughly-defined scene
takes more shape. The "pencil lines" are more carefully drawn and the colors are
more carefully applied. In essence a small snippet of the scene starts to take
shape before our eyes. Specifically we are "uncovering" one single doctor and
one single patient. The captain keep splashing water on the scene, excited that
he is about to uncover this mystery.
Suddenly I realize his
folly, perhaps too late! If he "uncovers" this scene so much that the doctor and
patient become real, then whatever medical nightmare (more specifically,
whatever fictional "affliction or disease" that has caused this never-ending
mayhem of screaming, tortured people will affect us and the entire ships crew
will die a mysterious and horrible death. I scream and beg the captain to stop
and I watch in horror as he uncovers this deadly riddle, condemning all of us
(and maybe ultimately all of humanity) to the same horrible death.
Posted: Fri - November 14, 2003 at 11:51 AM